I feel lost I feel sad I need god.. i dun think he even wants me this time ............................ I'm depressed.... I'm stressed.. I hate myself.... I'm sick.. I feel dizzy...... I need a doctor....BRB .............................. jst came back from doctors... he said dat i'm suffering from depression and everywan around me shud either die or pretend they had.. owh and he also says that I shud hate myself because of everythin i've done.. and he only prescribed me 1 thing...... SUICIDE how i wish the doctor had said that.. i have a high fever.. and a cough.. and a soar troat .. and a flu.. and a bad headache for sum reason.. i think the main reason of me getting sick is because of u!!! u!!! and u!!! seriously.. i do.. ( note dat you xtually means me.. i'm jst tryin 2 take blame on other peeps) will i still go 2 heaven if i stabbed myself with a knife? hard chance no? If it was my last day on earth.. i think it will be filled with me calling everywan and saying that i'm sorry.. I hate myself... I dun feel gud.. I think i'm about 2 throw up.. of wait.. its just cough.. I'm sick!! i wan ppl 2 pity me.. dang! I need sleep.. I feel dizzy.. shit.. I'm seriously gona throw up noe.. no i din mean it.. I jst want pity.. 0 lovely comments ✿ |