If not obvious enough, I'm opting for a more formal layout this time. I am having some problems with enabling comments. So do be patient :) The saying above is applicable for my blog as well as myself. I'm still searching for my passion. I am afraid that this is going to take way longer than planned. But then again, how would we ever know what God has in mind for us? I really do want to move forward but not knowing what I want to do is really pulling me back :( Wish me luck. Love, Sabrina Labels: The pursuits of passion 0 lovely comments ✿
I sat for my finals 2 weeks ago, so I guess I can say I'm a predetermined college graduate :) I doubt I'll be missing college much. I didn't exactly fit in, but hey, I made some good friends along the way. Now I know what you're all thinking; What's Next Sabrina? I know I want to go to get my degree but I don't know what in :( I ventured into marketing in the last 2 years, and although I performed fairly well, I don't see myself pursuing a career in it. And my parents are the best in the world! They are allowing me to take a gap year to explore my options. So what's next? well, I don't know. No, really, I.Don't.Know. and that scares the hecks out of me.I am the kind of person who gets her security from knowing what is coming ahead thus being able to be prepared, so this whole *not-knowing-what-i-want-to-do* state is leaving me feeling rather vulnerable and a whole lot insecure ! *hyperventilates* Don't I wish I could spin the wheel of life and have my whole life planned for me. Then at least if anything goes wrong, I could blame the wheel and not take blame for making the wrong choice! (taking responsibility is not something I excel in, so I've been told) But jumping back into reality, it really is scary. Knowing that you have full responsibility of shaping your future. One wrong choice and in a blink of an eye, you're 40 with the bitter realization that you've wasted your entire life on a job you hate. *hyperventilates again* So this is a big big BIG decision. And I HAVE to make the right choice. But don't get me wrong, I am very blessed to be surrounded with people who are always willing to advise and give their 2 cents ( no really, ALWAYS willing). And I also believe that we, the people who know God, has an added advantage because He always has our back, whether it is keeping us safe, or ensuring we have the future that He has planned for us. So, wish me well for my new adventure; to discover my passion and to make the right choice for my degree. Keep praying for me :) Love, Sabrina PS: Any follow ups on my pursuit for passion would be titled and labeled for easy reading Labels: The pursuits of passion 0 lovely comments ✿
On a random note, lesson learnt, never go to Thailand a day before your finals. Sick like crap. urrggh. Love, Sabrina Labels: college, me, thought of the day, travel 0 lovely comments ✿
"Only when elections are clean and fair, can citizens be real masters of their own destiny" As I'm blogging, I'm feeling a very big burden for the country. On the 9th of July, next Saturday, BERSIH 2.0 rally will take place. Bersih’s calls are summarized in the following 8 points: 1. Clean the electoral roll 2. Reform postal ballot 3. Use of indelible ink 4. Minimum 21 days campaign period 5. Free and fair access to media 6. Strengthen public institutions 7. Stop corruption 8. Stop dirty politics I feel the need to keep this rally in prayer. And I think every other Malaysian should as well. Lets us all pray that this peaceful demonstration does not go out of hand. Also pray for the safety of those taking part but most importantly, pray for a free Malaysia. Where will YOU be on the 9th of July? Find out more about Bersih 2.0 here Love,
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