Why is The Star taking forever to process my application?? Be Right Back, Sabrina. Labels: thought of the day 0 lovely comments ✿
Do you ever feel tiny? When you stand next to a rain tree or a really tall building. You look all the way up and sometimes they go way up to the sky. And there you are. Still on the ground. Tiny. Do you ever feel tiny? Like the world would still continue rotating around it's axis, whether or not you exist. Like the world would keep on moving even if you died. I mean, you'd like to think that the world would stop moving and mourn your lost for the entire day right? Make it a public holiday, declare an hour of silence, I don't know. Something. But no, it keeps on moving. Seasons keeps on changing, the sun keeps on moving, work continues, babies keep on growing, people move on. Do you ever feel tiny? When you see those pictures of a huge crowd. And you wonder, "Am I in it?" And then you search the picture, you go through every tiny face to see if it brings any resemblance of you. Okay don't lie la, we all do it. There was once I found a group picture of a camp I attended. By the time I found me (which took about 2 days) and blew it up large enough for me to see my face, I realized that I was just a pixel. A square box. A tiny square box that makes up a picture. Enlightening isn't it? To realize that it's not just you in this world. I mean yes, it is obvious that you're not the only person in this world. But sometimes it feels like it doesn't it? Like you're the only one who can't get a job? Or You're the only one who's broke? Or You're the only one who feels alone? Or You're the only one who's stuck in a place when all you're friends have moved on? And then you realize that you're tiny. You're just a tiny dot in this world. And somehow, that brings me comfort. Knowing that I'm tiny brings me comfort. Because it shows that I might have all the problems in the world, but in the end, the world is still bigger. You get me? It brings me some sort of a closure. That I may be the biggest failure but the world is still bigger. That my failures aren't that big after all. I hope you have a great day, or week, or month, or year ahead of you. Unless you die, I hope you don't die....... Cause the world won't stop for you I'm not making you feel better am I? Oh well, Jesus Loves you. Be Right Back, Sabrina. Labels: me 0 lovely comments ✿ |